just something sort of like a diary

recently, i had been bumped into some old friends.
old friends , by all means, is kinda harsh but still, i need to said it.
the word "old" i meant was like an old pair of jeans that i would not wear again kinda old.

yeah big deal, what a coincidence there. " hey~ it had been a long time~" "how are you~"that kind of crap. seriously, these guys are losers, and i can't even recall their names.
guess i am not that kinda of friendship guy anyway.
nor do i have many true friends because i might find things i dislike about those people in any way.

at some point, majority of my friends had just fresh came out for jobs not long ago.
well, some might get lucky with a few strings and connections here and there that end up in a big company while some is still struggling to get a decent job, and while some is still jobless.

as i can clearly see, some people is just too arrogant and took too much pride. Refuse to admit they are not fit ( far-fetch ) for any job they desire and simply too stubborn to start from scratch.

sometimes, it troubles me to think of Chinese memorial day. It had been pain in the ass for many years. well, my family tradition is to have this day as a reunion day of some sort. which every member of the family will be present for the visiting to the grave. by all means, time passes by very fast, and more and more of the family member will soon be dead. i can imagine my grandfather will soon reach his end. so, eventually, there will be more graves to visit as time passes by. Chinese memorial day is very tiring and time consuming. total loss. total waste of time. the dead would not like us to waste precious time on them i might say not to offend them but to honor them, may them rest in peace.
luckily for this year, i had an excuse to be absent for this very troubled, tiring and meaningless event.

we carefully think before we speak because we might offend someone which no one like to be offended in any way.
and respect will be present for a reason between people in their religions and believes .
different perspective towards one thing would become a huge gap between people and will pay some serious consequences.
communication would be easily done if two individuals speak the same frequency in their language.